Closure

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God, thank You for everything You have bestowed upon me. I am truly grateful.

​God, You are the Almighty and the Most Merciful. In addition to everything You have given me, I have one last wish. This is my final wish.

​God,

I wish that after my death, and after the Day of Judgment,

You would perish my existence.

Let every memory of me be erased away from Your books.

​Thank You, God. You are the only one for me.


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