Farih

when everything has been never made you to trust and believe, and you have tired, dissappointed and desperated to face the life, take it, and bring it to the last of your life. A brighter hope for a better life. Live on, i'm here.

maybe it's the last post. i've through this feeling, and i lost to my self. i'm depressed, i can't trust to no one, even my self. i can't believe to no one, even my self. i give up to life.

I don't understand what i feel, i can't make a sense about it I feel and think that i've lost my self, Setelah melewati salah satu masa-masa yang tersulit dalam hidup, Setelah mencoba keluar dari fase depresi, frustasi, dan sacamnya, I don't know i've success fully to get out from there It's really strange, i'm feel i'm lost, it's not empty, For now I trust no one even my self, i believe nothing even my self, Seems like the times to fast to br passed

Dialog Senja - Lara Ego, Logika dan Realita Ego hadir karena keinginan, Logika hadir karena kelogisan, Realita hadir karena takdir. Suatu saat kita akan belajar bagaimana merekalakan untuk melepas semua harapan kita. Harapan memang terkadang membuat kita senang, bahagia dan yakin. Namun sebaliknya harapan juga berisi rasa sakit, kecewa, marah dan lelah. Dan saat ini aku sakit, kecewa, marah dan lelah. Aku sudah lelah untuk lelah dalam mempercayai harapan yang yakini. Meskipun sudah menafikan ego dan logika, untuk tetap percaya pada harapan ini, tapi realita menjawab berbeda. Terimakasih telah datang, bercerita, kemudian pergi meninggalkan bayang.