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When You were Young

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Denial

Akhirnya setelah sekian tahun Terjawab sudah semuanya Semua mimpi dan harapan itu hanya ilusi Hanya omong kosong Dan sekarang lu sadar kan Bahwa semua mimpi yang lu harapkan itu ga berguna Hidup lu cuma sandiwara Sekarang lu ga bisa beralasan dan berandai lagi Meskipun dia kembali juga ga bakal bisa disituasi yang sekarang Mimpilu itu mustahil, goblok Dan sekarang dia udah menghapus semua jejak lu Sekarang dia pun udah ga ngabggaplu Mau di surga atau pun di neraka Ga bakal ada lagi yang ingat dengan lu Semoga hiduplu segera hancur dalam ketiadaan

Selly Ardiyati

the more i try to forget you the more i feel you close to me tapi aku tak bisa denial lagi. ini sudah jadi ketetapan yang nyata. semua mimpi dan harapan sudah takan biaa digapai lagi. keputus asaan ini lebih pahit dari sebelumnya still i cant hate you, i even felt love you more than ever. i love you selly ardiyati. Farih, the man that once got your smile.

Closure

God, thank You for everything You have bestowed upon me. I am truly grateful. ​God, You are the Almighty and the Most Merciful. In addition to everything You have given me, I have one last wish. This is my final wish. ​God, I wish that after my death, and after the Day of Judgment, You would perish my existence. Let every memory of me be erased away from Your books. ​Thank You, God. You are the only one for me.

[re]Better [re]Brighter

Yesterday, tomorrow seems so far away (every thing just passed away) This storm just won't go away, sunshine left me here alone (every thing statically stand still frozen in a frame) It's hard, when yesterday is all you've got And all you've got perished with the time Time, goes by, so slowly (what's head of you is so blur) it's like every second tick in your head Now I realized that this memory Kept me awake from a brighter day tomorrow Sometimes you have to let something go Something go away, something go away maybe hopes and dreams is all I had today but it's all I need for a brighter tomorrow so let me say goodbye to yesterday we will see a brighter day tomorrow when all my dreams won't fade away coz we'll still have hope for tomorrow

Stay Warm

Pleasant Living

I've been searching for something To keep me warm To help me sleep at night Come on Is that a reward or a necessity? There is a headache in my head A pulse in my brain Nothing will ever change There's nothing at all, there's nothing at all There's nothing at all, there's nothing at all I prefer this laying on my chest There's nothing at all, there's nothing at all Nothing's ever good enough. Nothing ever changed.